[vent session intializing...]
so, i'm on that phone with Babs and shit &i'm like yeah, so you wanna come get 'baby' for a weekend. [mind you that this bitch nigga ain seen 'baby' in over 2months.] ---so this motherfucker gon' sit there and ask me 'WHY?' nigga said that shit like, i was asking him to fucking cut some grass or walk down tha street for some unknown reason. SO, i'm like ..."wdf? nvm. bitch." ---this nigga gon' say some dumb off tha wall shit like..."why? whatchu bouta go do?" nigga ain nobody said SHIT about going NOWHERE, you dumb piece of SHIT. like c'mon! if you don't want to see him, then shit, just say that motherfucking shit. don't sit there like i be out clubbing and partying and shit... nigga, i'm a mother of a 4mth old. what tha fuck i look like, just leaving him to go party? nigga, you are tha dumbest motherfucker i've EVER encounter in my life. he's substantially overly ignorant. like he's TOO simple-minded! more so than any OTHER 24 year old FATHER. like c'mon! i got so pissed when he kept badgering me about what i'mma be doing...
then i got to tha point where ok, if you wanna act like a motherfucking faggot ass cocksucker, then i'mma treat you like tha sackchasing, broke ass, bum bitch that you apparently ARE. so i get to telling him how about how shitty he is. i'm not even gonna go into detail about all the bullshit i've put up with over the WORST year of my ENTIRE life. if i could take EVERYTHING back, meeting him, talking to him, walking in tha same vacinity as this motherfucker than i would. i would take back EVERYTHING. so then ...we continue texting back and forth because i couldn't stay on tha phone with this cocksucker. so i tell him EVERYTHING that 'baby' needs for the upcoming month, this nigga told me to go suck some dick to get what i need for my son. i'm only telling yall this because ONE) i'm pissed tha fuck off. &TWO) because i know somewhere out there another babymama thinks she made a horrid irreversible mistake of sharing God's most precious blessing with SATAN! . so i'm laughing at this motherfucker because he's sad. he fails to realize that he is ultimately going to lose. i wake up EVERYDAY and see my son's beautiful, round face. and his fat thighs and pudgy toes. i was there when he learned how to sit up. when he started smiling and laughing socially. when he started eating cereal with a spoon. i was there when he discovered his feet and started sucking on his toes! this nigga has missed SO much &with his shitty as attitude he's gonna miss out on EVERYTHING else. he's not gonna be there to see 'baby' crawl, take his first step, hell prob won't be there to hear his first words, why? because he never had any intentions of being a father. i've come to that conclusion. that he never really wanted a family, he just thought i was cool to SAY you had a SON. i'm almost certain if it was a girl, things would be A LOT worse! ---the reason, i'm so pissed is because i trusted and believed in this sorry sack of shit and got exactly what i paid for.
i'm just sorry for 'baby.' i'm sorry that 'baby' will never know who his biologically father is in a family setting. i'm sorry that 'baby' is going to have to visit deadbeat daddy once every 2-4mths depending on if deadbeat daddy isn't tricking off with "marlisha", "tameica" or "some other LUCKY female." if he isn't in the club getting drunk and having unprotected sex with freshmen from GEORGIA STATE UNIVERSITY. if he isn't giving himself false hope that he's ACTUALLY gonna do somthing with his life. he isn't.
i'm VERY sad for 'baby' in that aspect BUT...
i'm so HAPPY for 'baby' because tha man he'll call daddy, or pops a beautiful respectful man. a man with goals and achievements. a man that honors his obligations no matter the opinions of others. a man that holds a woman's mind, body and soul to tha highest regards and would NEVER put his hands on a female, regardless of circumstance. a man that exudes utter self-control, discipline and integrity and he will pass this WONDERFUL perfectious characteristics onto 'baby' as if he was HIS son. &it will be a beautiful day when 'stepdaddy', 'baby' and i are riding in our Mercedes stationwagon, on our way to eat lunch with our extended family. &Babs will probably be strung out somewhere living off another poor unfortunate female that thought she actually had a man, and later found out he was a dragon from tha pits of Satan's Hell. ---there are so many things that i could say about Babs that i won't even go into ...because half the people that read this know him personally and this may skew your view of this "cool guy." but i will say this....
you can tell how a man is going to be by the way he treats his mother, old people and kids.
he puts his hands on his mother. tells her personal business in front of others; displays UTTER disrespect and dishonor towards her. calls her a bitch to her face &turns around and asks her for money from her disability &SSI checks. =/
---other than his grandmother; interaction with old people are minimal to none. &he lies to her all tha time.
---&kids. well, ---you read tha blog, didn't you.
tsk. [vent session complete.]
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